February 2012
Tea makes everything better.
I like being alone.
I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone.
I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone.
It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.
I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.
But when I see a mother with her child;
A girl with her lover;
Or a friend laughing with their best friend;
I realize that even though I like being alone,
I don’t fancy being lonely.
Fuck, I miss you.
And I don’t even have you.
“Another thing that’s like a personal crusade for me is trying to talk young...”
– A Photo Editor - Chris Buck Interview, December 2008 (via eliz)
I have 3 days in a row off of work starting Sunday, barring a work meeting which should be good.
Monday will be spent deathly hungover as I’ve been told we’re all out going Sunday, but apart from that I’m looking forward to getting some uni work done, catching up with my brothers travelling photos and sleeping.
matturday:
they’re just fictional characters I screamed as I reached into my chest, pulled my heart out and flung it out a window
My pacman stress ball...
is working wonders today.
I’m not having such a good head day, every little thing I do or others do is annoying me, and I’m trying really hard to stay calm.
This has been building for a while, I think.
dominicbass:
I believe that people come into our lives at different times, for different reasons. Everyone that you come to know teaches you something about yourself. It’s essential to find what you can be taught about yourself through others. Always be looking at the world through clear eyes and strive to not let your past taint your capability to let people close enough to teach you something...
“When you don’t have many friends and you don’t have a social life you’re kind of...”
– Tim Burton (via hymntohope)
I don't think I can smile politely.
You know how normal people just smile at others when acknowledged or if they are on the street and you spot someone you know?
I can’t do it. If I’m not giving a big ol’ toothy grin I can’t just smile nicely.
Get paid in half an hour.
Thank god. I can finally buy my medium format and 35mm film, shampoo and pay off my phonebill.
After work it’s straight to Tesco and then logging onto Amazon for the everything else.
“So I woke up near the sea,
Sand in my dreams.”
nayahoney:
do you ever see someone and think oh my god i would like to be responsible for your next orgasm
I have a migraine...
and I don’t feel like being a nice person today. Unfortunately some people are getting the brunt of that, but worse is I have work later so I have to plaster my horrible fake smile for the customers.
I wish this mood cloud would fuck off.
Waiting to Feel
dearoldlove:
I left you because I knew it was the right thing to do; I’m just waiting to feel like it was the right thing to do.
