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April 2011

I should have thought about how much pain I would have been in after the cocodamol high. I just want to lay down forever now.

foreverthegirlwonder-deactivate asked: You're on. Just let's find some cheap recipes cus I'm on a huge budget, I have no cash. Gonna be shopping at Sainsbury's just cus it's pre-paid for lol

foreverthegirlwonder-deactivate asked: I'd love it if you did, I have a passion for flavours and colours but technique just lets me down!

“If other people do not understand our behavior— so what? Their request that we...”

– Erich Fromm (via human-voices) Holy shit, pretty much my entire life philosophy in one quote. (via candidlycara)

foreverthegirlwonder-deactivate asked: I need to practice my knife skills for sure though, would help if I ha some decent knives though tbf!

Anonymous asked: B

Anonymous asked: J

That beautiful yet totally weird feeling.

Anonymous asked: C

Dear Future Girlfriend,

notestomyfuturegirlfriend: I want to go to the zoo and pet the elephants with you. Love, Me

Anonymous asked: L

Anonymous asked: N

rubberbandgirl: fictionfantasy-: jonnytsunami25: whenyoucomebackiwontbehere: Message me a letter and I’ll tell you my favorite thing that starts with that letter. http://woodstocknomad.tumblr.com/ask http://rubberbandgirl.tumblr.com/ask

30 Day Challenge - Day Twenty-Six:

“5 things that you look for in a person/relationship.” Er, I guess first things first, it would be honesty. But I guess that’s a given. Lies ruin everything, and if you can’t be honest with the person you are meant to care about/love the most then who else can you be. Communication. I don’t mean like always telling things, ‘cause I’m one of those people...

It's my nan's birthday today...

I just gave her a call. Now, I’m not one to get homesick. I moved out of my mum’s house about a year and a bit before uni, I would like to say I’m pretty damn independent, as I unofficially moved out of my mum’s when I was 16 and I was always round a different friends house. But hearing that she had gone out for a meal with my dad, my granddad, my stepmum and all of my...

30 Day Challenge - Day Twenty-Five (late):

“A picture of you a while a go/a picture of you now and your thoughts.” This is me (in the green jumper) at the beginning of uni. I was so fucking shy and nervous and quiet. It’s really strange ‘cause that’s just not who I am at all. I’m loud and brass and say anything. But… …this is me now. I’m the one under the budwesier box. This is...

30 Day Challenge - Day Twenty-Four (Late):

“List everything you’ve eaten/plan to eat today.” I had porridge for breakfast. Which is a bit strange for hangover food, I’ve just had some hot dogs and buns, And I plan to devour some tasty, tasty chinese later on.

singinwalrus asked: What the fuck is going on, my friend?

So apparently I'm a piece of shit...

That’s news to me. That’s rich considering who it’s coming from. Drama, drama, drama. Blah!

AAAAH, I think you should fuck off...

if I’m being outrightly honest. I may not look it, but I can get pretty angry when I want to. I won’t stand for this. Just fuck off.

“The best things in life happen unexpectedly. Never underestimate what could be...”

I kind of didn't...

want to go to sleep tonight. It was way too awesome. I’m pretty sure my entire flat is ruined now. I’m so glad I won’t be hungover in the morning so I can actually tidy. Bring on the “royal wedding” so we can have an excuse to party hard tomorrow night as well. Pure bliss.

I always do this thing...

where when I find out someone likes me I get all awkward. ‘Cause I don’t get that a lot, and people who know me, know I’m ridiculously shy plus I don’t think much of myself. But I think it’s easier, when I like said person back, and I know I haven’t liked anyone this much in a long time. I over-think too much, and that puts me in my head, I immediately think...

Agenda for the rest of the day:

Actually finish getting dressed, Change bed sheets/take crap off my bedroom floor, Help sort out the kitchen for tonight, Eat something, Get fucked up, Party hard with my uni family. I think that’s all? YUP. Good times.

it's a grey's anatomy thing, you wouldn't...

“I don’t really want to become normal, average, standard. I want merely to gain...”

– Anaïs Nin (via julie911)

singinwalrus asked: I miss you too. Although I'm keeping up with where you're at. I haven't got much to post at the moment, but I'm on holidays next week so there should be something for me to say. But I've been pretty good lately. Actually, damn fine. Almost certainly, smashing.

Are you and your Uni friends doing anything spesh for 'The Wedding'?

singinwalrus asked: Hey Sof, What's happening? You've been through so much lately. I don't always know exactly with who or what or where. But your life seems like such a rollercoaster. It seems like you can see the light at the end of the tunnel though.

Let's email, but give me the heads up by a tumblr Ask, otherwise I mightn't be looking at my emails that often.

Dear Future Girlfriend,

notestomyfuturegirlfriend: I can’t take naps. There’s something in my genes that stops me, but if you want to fall asleep in my arms I am perfectly content with that. Love, Me

30 Day Challenge - Day Twenty-Three:

“Tell us about you academically, how well are you doing at school/college, your subjects and your future higher education/career plans.” So, right now I’m at university, I’m studying a BA Hons in Photography with a combined BSc in Business Management. I’m loving the photography side, I feel like I learning more and more about what sort of photography styles and...

30 Day Challenge - Day Twenty-Two (late):

“A letter to someone who means a lot to you.” Dear you two, I will start first off by saying that, I love you and I miss you. So don’t think because I haven’t gotten in contact recently I’ve stopped thinking about you. How could I stop thinking about you two, or forget about you? You have been the two single important people in my life, my family for just under 10...

30 Day Challenge - Day Twenty-One (late):

“On a scale of 1-10, 10 being ridiculously happy and 1 being rock-bottom, how happy are you today?” I would say that earlier on, I was probably a 5, but I was having a bit of a silly moment plus I’m annoyingly tired. But right now I would be a 10. I’m so fucking happy, I love it here. I have met some of the most interesting and caring people at uni. Right now, (apart from...

30 Day Challenge - Day Twenty (late):

“Someone you’re jealous of and why.” There is no real person I’m outrightly jealous of. But I would say I’m jealous of those lucky people who got to go out to work in their chosen field/career straight away. I would LOVE to have all my career plans now, I would love to have my own photography business and be able to be earning money from something I love. But at the...

“To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the...”

– Ralph Waldo Emerson (via nataliya)

shes-a-waterfall: I’m not entirely sure what normality is, but I don’t really think I’m missing out.

Note to self: Get out of your head you stupid...

Today hasn’t been a bad day. You’ve had next to little sleep, and everything just seems like it’s bad because you are stressed. You’ve done it to yourself again, given yourself hardly any time to do an assignment, but you’ll get it done. This term is going to be awesome, everyone is back together again and you’ve got some amazing times a head. Just stop over...

“What’s wrong with thinking?” “There’s nothing wrong with...”

– What She Saw by Lucinda Rosenfeld

Dear Future Girlfriend,

notestomyfuturegirlfriend: i hope you like to snuggle, because i sure do. and i am willing to be which ever spoon you don’t want to be, as long as we switch it up every once in a while. Love, Me